Remembering Jimmy LaFave
Jimmy LaFave.
You see a proper noun, I see the heart and soul of
Austin Music.
I suppose some Austinites think the same thing when
they see the name Butch Hancock or Stevie Ray Vaughan or Jimmie
Dale Gilmore or Jerry Jeff Walker or even Willie Nelson for
crissakes.
But I got to Austin later, a decade or two after the
Lubbock invasion, the Dallas meander, and the Nashville escape.
During the ’90s, LaFave was the leader, the pinnacle, the force,
the person you aspired to be like — but never aspired to be, for
that was a very unLaFaveish thing to do. No, to be like Jimmy you
aspired to be an Austin original, a true Texan singer-songwriter,
whether you were from Omaha Nebraska, Portland Maine, Houston
Texas, Stillwater Oklahoma or Sebastopol California like me.
I plopped down in Austin Texas in 1991, thanks to
bad advice and a free plane ticket. Within three weeks I realized:
shoulda gone to Seattle. Would have been a better fit in Seattle.
Why? Because despite the big spread in National Geographic, and
the big TV show on PBS, I couldn’t find any there here (thank you,
Gertrude Stein). At least for the first few months in town.
Couldn’t hear a hit song, couldn’t hear a trend.
Couldn’t hear something I wish I would have done, couldn’t hear
something I’d hear for fun. Couldn’t hear a circus act, an
Olympian or a nuisance. Couldn’t hear anything that made me think,
well … I would never have heard this in California.
And then I heard Jimmy LaFave. He and guitarist
Larry Wilson played Threadgill’s one night in 1992 and I was
there, the old location on North Lamar where Janis Joplin once
played (or so I’ve heard). What an amazing voice, I thought.
Couldn’t stop smiling. This is why I came to Austin, I reckon.
But I’m getting ahead of myself. I met LaFave before
I heard LaFave because when I met him we were hanging out at
Chicago House, the epicenter of the ’90s singer-songwriter
movement that spawned local luminaries such as Slaid Cleaves, Mark
Viator & Susan Maxey, Betty Elders, Abra Moore, Guy Forsyth
and, of course, LaFave. That said, I had no idea who he was at the
time. He kind of seemed like a wiseass, and it was confirmed by
his friendship with music critic John Conquest. But he said a few
things that made me laugh, so he was OK by me.
He asked how I was liking the move to Austin.
“It’s okay, but I haven’t heard anything yet that I
think could make its way onto the radio.”
He looked at me, shook his head, and muttered
something under his breath.
The second time I saw him (yeah, I can mark these
times on my fingers) was at Magnolia’s restaurant, eating a meal
by himself. I was at another booth with two women. One of us was
greedy. I asked if we could join him (he had a better booth) and
he said sure. I didn’t know he was a vegetarian at the time, so I
can only assume he was eating fig leaves and I was eating a
calves-face sandwich.
The third encounter, (yeah, I’m still counting) I’m
walking down the street, Fifth Street to be specific since at the
time I always parked at the now-defunct post office downtown.
Anyway, I walk down Fifth Street, and who comes walking up to me
but Jimmy LaFave.
“Hey,” I say.
“Hey,” he says.
“It’s Mike Jasper.”
“Yeah. I remember.”
“From the Chicago House.”
“Yeah. I remember.”
“Do you know a good dentist?”
Yep. I’m not kidding. I actually asked that. But
here’s the thing. I really needed a good dentist, and musicians
have crap health care, and here was a musician with good teeth
walking down the street.
He didn’t even blink.
“Yeah, I’ve got a great one.”
He gave me the contact info.
The next time I met him was at some weird opening of
the old Chicago House at the new Austin Music Hall. I opened for
him. About six hours before he went on, meaning, many, many people
opened for him.
“Did you ever see my dentist?” he asked. He
remembered.
“No,” I said. “She wasn’t on my dental insurance.”
He looked at me, shook his head, and muttered
something under his breath.
Good times.
Didn’t see him for years. Always expected to… gigs
cross, you know. But somehow they didn’t. Then my next door
neighbor told me, “I’m getting married.”
How nice for him. He told me about his wedding
plans, wanted it old school Austin, going to have it at the
Driskill Hotel, catered, big affair, biggest if possible, flowers,
cakes with mannequins, the whole 9 yards. And then he said…
fatefully.
“If only I could get Jimmy LaFave to play at the
wedding. If only I could afford him.”
I jumped on it. Only because I knew, first hand, how
affordable musicians really are. Especially if they have no gigs
on the same date.
“I know Jimmy, let me check that out for you. I
could probably get him to play the wedding for, I don’t know,
$500?” (That figure would be redacted if Jimmy weren’t dying. Or
if I had any integrity.)
“That would be awesome!” he said.
“Cool,” I said. And then I thought, hmmm. Wonder if
he’ll do it for that?
Turns out I was right. It pays to be a musician.
Frequently. Sometimes. OK, rarely. (I’m only talking financially,
you know.)
He said, sure, it was lower than usual, but he’d
play the gig, since I was the one who asked and he had no other
gigs that day. He’d even bring John Inmon, the guitarist from the
Lost Gonzo band and a vegetarian himself. (I’m fascinated by
vegetarians, although I want no part of it myself.)
Jimmy sounded amazing. That was the best I ever
heard him, pure and simple, just LaFave and his guitar and Inmon
playing leads and fills over my old sound system made new again by
the brilliant sounds of LaFave’s strident tenor, a voice dripping
with soul, and it nearly brought tears to my eyes, and it
definitely brought tears to others’ eyes.
Afterward, I followed him and John to the food line.
Just to see what the hell vegetarians eat.
Last encounter. One to one, anyway. My Californian
friend Eric Anderson comes to visit me in Austin. He wants to see
the Hill Country, he wants to see the LBJ museum, and he wants to
see Jimmy LaFave, his favorite Austin musician. Unfortunately,
Jimmy had no gigs lined up during Eric’s stay in Austin. But it
turns out Jimmy is, indeed, in town.
“Would you like to meet Jimmy?” I ask.
Eric says yes. What the hell else would he say?
Jimmy agreed to meet me and Eric for breakfast at
Opal Divine’s on South Congress. It went well, and I was a hero in
Eric’s eyes. At some point, Eric went to the bathroom and Jimmy
and I were left together in an awkward silence.
“You gigging?” he asked.
“No, not lately.”
He took a deep breath, turned his head, and muttered
… something.
I could never really hold a conversation with Jimmy.
How the hell do you talk to an idol? You don’t. You just genuflect
and hope for the best. But LaFave always came through for me.
Always. I asked for a dentist, and he said yes. I asked him to
play a wedding, and he said yes. I asked him to meet a fan from
California, and he said yes.
But I wanted him to live forever, or at least
outlive me, and someone, somewhere said no.
The last time I saw Jimmy LaFave was on stage at
Threadgill’s, April 21, the world headquarters downtown, the night
when the Austin Chronicle wrote about his impending doom from an
aggressive form of cancer called sarcoma — as if regular cancer
wasn’t aggressive enough. I got off work, thanks to the compassion
and understanding of my supervisors, and arrived just in time to
hear him sing a song from his idol, Woody Guthrie, “This Land Is
Your Land.”
Oddly, the last time I saw Townes Van Zandt, he
recited a Woody Guthrie poem on the upstairs stage of the Chicago
House during one of my Wednesday open mics back in the day, in
1995 I’m thinking. Guess there’s a certain symmetry to that.
Yep. One more time I got to hear Jimmy LaFave’s
still amazing, if weakened, vocals pierce the air of a crisp
spring Austin evening. One last time I got to be part of his night
tribe.
Sonofabitch. The heart and soul of Austin music is
dying, and there ain’t a damn thing we can do about it Austinites.
Just gotta turn our heads away, cover our eyes, and mutter a
little prayer or two.
I’m gonna miss you, Jimmy.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=c_OSQqutYxY